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Why is it that sometimes things and people we love are close in our hearts but out of reach in reality
I wonder if reality is just cruel or is like a parent who wants the right thing for their child even though it may not be what they want
But even then it still hurts when you get hit, when it slaps you
One doesn't know whether they should spend their seconds hoping for scape or trying to adjust to what feels very much like a cage!!!
And perhaps as if it already doesn't hurt enough, a cage hung by a window overlooking an open field
It's as if seconds are being scratched out of your heart instead of time itself
You've got nowhere to go yet you just want to just go anywhere
You think, you hope, you feel but nothing good
Nothing warm
Nothing that stays
You're to scared to think of What IF
Too disappointed to hope for What IF
Too hurt To feel What IF
It's almost as if there's no air coming in from between the bars
The bars that are only good for when you fall so you'd have something to hold on to
It's a painful irony: To have to hold to the same bars when you fall that are making you fall in the first place
You are somewhere between love, hate and habit with the bars
I guess the confusion goes on as long as you can't figure out whether they're there for you to hold on to or there to keep you caged
But then the this appointment kicks in with at the same time as hope : It's just cage afterall : No confusion any more and yet the hope to break it down

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What's your opinion on the passage above guys?
Tell Me honestly

OK! First of all you guys are grade A awesome for talking about it
Second of all, Daee Mammd it's really not that simple when you are a girl in a country where feeling wind blowing through your hair when rain falls, is a dream
We all have the urge to break but we're also bound by rules that we didn't make
Rules that we have to follow yet had nothing to do with setting them in the first place
And Then Maryam gian so Sweet to talk to
It's been a while
How is your sister by the way?
And I agree
It's a lot easier to set out to get what you want when you know for sure what it is, but when you're confused every thing gets a lot more complicated
Some times it gets to the point when you just want to give in
But then We're humans afterall : Complicated Issues have a natural appeal to us and then is actually when hope kicks in again and you start all over!!!
That's why I've always believed hope is a very dangerous thing!!!

And last but not least I'm dreaming of writing in English
I kinda wanted to know your opinion on my writing in general
Does anybody think it might be right path for me? do you think I might have what it takes? Am I at all good with words?
Honestly

Thanks for being supportive dear
I was listening to an Irish jig : the wedding number in Fleure and Bill's wedding in Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows : Part 1 and I know your sister is also a fan of everything Scottish and maybe Irish so the jig kinda reminds me of her
Hope she's happy wherever she is

Oh well that's just a really happy coincidence!!! I'm also a huge harry potter fan!!!
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What show is it that you're watching for the second time?
I have watched shows more than once before but it's actually been rather pleasant and nostalgic!
What show is it?

It’s House M.D!

Last summer I watched 5 seasons nonstop!

You know, It became more than a show to me and deeply affect my feelings and thought.

I think it will be nonsense to describe effects and emotions from it.

But besides the show itself, all the memory of it tied up with circumstances that I had watching it before! So with watching it twice all that circumstances will be alive, so I can feel all that changes even more, which I am not so good with!

Or maybe it’s just a sign of something deeper that I rather hide and express at the same time!

That’s absurd, I know!

Just never mind me, I will be Alright

Absured? Now why would you say that?
I get that way too
That's why some shows really stay with us
I get that way by Friends and Lost
It's sort like feeling you belong in there
For me at least
That's a power that TV shows posses over movies
The story evolves slowly and specially if you watch in nonstop, pretty soon you'll end up feeling like a part of it
To this day Nothing can make me feel happy when I'm down easier that watching my favorite shows

So I think it's sweet, passionate and deep of you to get that way

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نوشته اصلی توسط Islander (پست 294062) !!you know, loving people in movies and shows and living with them, and caring about them is easier than reality I mean they won't hurt you after all

It's kinda disappointing but it is true!
I believe it might be because deep down we all have some similar pains and when we are in the position of a screenwriter of whatever, we make the character feel what we fail to feel in real world and that's why they are more connectable : They are us the way we wanna be but can't
You have a beautiful and deep way of seeing things dear
I like your way of seeing things
Glad to be friends with people like you

You know to be honest with you I really love acting
I wish I could live as a different person for a day
I like characters 'cause they're characters and there's no limit to how they should live or what they should do
They can do and be anything you want them to be
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By the way I'm listening to that Irish jig again
It reminds me of Westminster Bridge in London : My absolute favorite place to visit
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Yes, you are completely right about characters in movies.

And that’s very sweet of you
Pleasure is all mine

I agree, having experience about different characters will affect you for sure. And you can chose what character would you like to be. Quite a living!

Today I was in university girls camping out side of the city!
It was fun!
But I lost my control about selecting words! And used “Cute” once or twice! People make fun of “cute” and my talking style all day!
Fortunately it was fun and I barely get upset.

So speaking English here with such Lovely friends is bliss!

Yeah!!! I get that!
My brother makes fun of the way I talk too
Wait, you mean you literally used the word "cute"?
That must've been fun
I wish I were there
I really like having someone to speak English to
It's such a warm fuzzy feeling when I do that

By the way Maryam, what is you favorite character(s)?
Do you think about that at all?

Thank you dear
You're sweet
We will get together sometime and use as many English words as we want , Promise!

I haven't watch that TV show to be honest but I know who the actor is you're talking about
He Guest-starred on Friends once and even in that TV show he had the exact same personality you described him to have in House M.D
Although in Friends he had a very raw British accent too and that just always adds to the appeal
Man I wish I could speak British and not sound funny of course!

Out of all the characters in movies and TV shows I've got like a million favorites but I always find Will in The Good Will Hunting very relatable

Man this is gonna take time!!!
I love a lot of characters

Nice Admin we appreciate you :-)

Hi guys
This is the lyrics to one of my favorite songs : Stupid Cupid By Aubrey Bouskill


Cupid, you're so stupid
You shot me down with the wrong arrow
Cupid, look what you did
And now I'll never be the same
When his world crumbles, when he's fears double
I won't be the one
OH, when his eyes glow and his heart beats
OH, I won't be the one, I won't be the one
Cupid what're you doing ?
Give me a love that's not my own
Cupid, you're so foolish to give a love but not a home
When his world crumbles, when he's fears double
I won't be the one
OH, when his eyes glow and his heart beats
OH, I won't be the one, I won't be the one
Not to tuck him in, not to blow him kisses
Not to come home to, not to share my life with
When my world crumbles, when my fears double
He won't be the one
OH, When my eyes glow and my heart beats
OH, he won't be the one, he won't be the one
Cupid, I'm so stupid to think that I could be the one.

Hi guys

?How do you do

I’m home after a while and it feels good

that's interesting! two nights ago, it was 4.Am that I done packing and went to bed. But after 10 minutes, when I jumped out excited, my roommate that was kind of afraid asked what’s wrong, what happened? I said nothing, I have to listen to something! She said “what? What is so important right now?”, I answered “ A song, a song by Celine Dion, I need to listen to it right now! Her shocked face made me wonder if it was that strange

I wish I could write pages and pages about different things

Wish you all the best
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hi Mary ^_^ welcome back :)

why you can't write pages of different things?!

write!!

Hi Mr.Ansari! Nice to see you here

Thank you Dear Mehregan
Some times ago, I said to my sister that I done something terrible today!
A friend called me after a while to ask how I’m doing, and I talked a lot about many irrelevant and very personal things! When I hanged up I thought OMG! Why should I say those things!
My sister believe this over sharing problem is because of living in dormitory, and having no privacy, and I will be Okay after leaving there! it’s true, and I have to fight with it!
But I’m always more careful about virtual world and writing stuff! Because there is more time to think and write to publish or not publish than talking, I always delete some lines by reading them twice! Also they last longer, so I keep in mind that how they will seem in future!
That’s why I wish I could write and publish and get feedback! and I keep looking for free ears!

Great to have u back Maryam
Look what I found
:Seriously the story of my whole education
If class is not a place to sleep then my house is not a place to study
?How accurate is that

?is it wrong that I wish there was no after-life
!!!I'm just saying things would've been a lot easier
!!!Although I probably would've given up a long time ago

c'était vraiment drôle

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Merci beaucoup
J'ai ri beaucoup après une longue période

hello i don,t know why am i typing here maybe i have to type english that everyone can,t understand what am i talking about ! well these days if you followed the news or not whether you are interested or not you have heard something about gaza and daesh and many problems that caused by human being
and the world out there is very ugly ! you cant ignore anymore we can,t tolerate this miserable situation anymore
so what the real problem is ? what is the human problem ? why he act look like this ?ha ? how this will end ? what is the real enemy ? maybe it is not some one out there , maybe the enemy are us ! our desires, our unstoppable desires to achieve more power , and wealth and leading the world
it can,t stopped by ordinary solution ,it can,t and it won,t
so what we can do about it ? well i am not interested in any kind of war anymore and i am sure that every human every mankind !are not interested too seeing war crimes and other Disasters like that make me think
what is the solution ? war is a solution for piece ? what politic has ended the world world war ? founding nuclear bombs help us to stop war ? no! well there is a solution , there is , use our brain and stop following stupid people who offers you better world offers you better life offers better job and heaven for killing people
if any heaven witch these persons offers you exist i perefer that i go to hell to live with these species heaven is for a human for a person who deserve it . for kind people who help everyone who think look like angles who makes the world a better place to live
heaven is in your heart search you can find it you have it just act look like you have it and feel it. it is beautiful to be good , if we learn to stop insulting each other believes stick to our rights and not violate others rights we can stop this psycho phenomena
they take all your money to give you something witch is your right ! your absolute right

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what you are saying is understandable BigBang dear ! watching the situation of many people out there is so sad and just ignore it is even worse
and it seems there is no solution, nothing practical
I believe it's a shame for human being to be in this position and nothing can be done about it, too damage to be fixed easily