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Why is it that sometimes things and people we love are close in our hearts but out of reach in reality
I wonder if reality is just cruel or is like a parent who wants the right thing for their child even though it may not be what they want
But even then it still hurts when you get hit, when it slaps you
One doesn't know whether they should spend their seconds hoping for scape or trying to adjust to what feels very much like a cage!!!
And perhaps as if it already doesn't hurt enough, a cage hung by a window overlooking an open field
It's as if seconds are being scratched out of your heart instead of time itself
You've got nowhere to go yet you just want to just go anywhere
You think, you hope, you feel but nothing good
Nothing warm
Nothing that stays
You're to scared to think of What IF
Too disappointed to hope for What IF
Too hurt To feel What IF
It's almost as if there's no air coming in from between the bars
The bars that are only good for when you fall so you'd have something to hold on to
It's a painful irony: To have to hold to the same bars when you fall that are making you fall in the first place
You are somewhere between love, hate and habit with the bars
I guess the confusion goes on as long as you can't figure out whether they're there for you to hold on to or there to keep you caged
But then the this appointment kicks in with at the same time as hope : It's just cage afterall : No confusion any more and yet the hope to break it down

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What's your opinion on the passage above guys?
Tell Me honestly

OK! First of all you guys are grade A awesome for talking about it
Second of all, Daee Mammd it's really not that simple when you are a girl in a country where feeling wind blowing through your hair when rain falls, is a dream
We all have the urge to break but we're also bound by rules that we didn't make
Rules that we have to follow yet had nothing to do with setting them in the first place
And Then Maryam gian so Sweet to talk to
It's been a while
How is your sister by the way?
And I agree
It's a lot easier to set out to get what you want when you know for sure what it is, but when you're confused every thing gets a lot more complicated
Some times it gets to the point when you just want to give in
But then We're humans afterall : Complicated Issues have a natural appeal to us and then is actually when hope kicks in again and you start all over!!!
That's why I've always believed hope is a very dangerous thing!!!

And last but not least I'm dreaming of writing in English
I kinda wanted to know your opinion on my writing in general
Does anybody think it might be right path for me? do you think I might have what it takes? Am I at all good with words?
Honestly

Thanks for being supportive dear
I was listening to an Irish jig : the wedding number in Fleure and Bill's wedding in Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows : Part 1 and I know your sister is also a fan of everything Scottish and maybe Irish so the jig kinda reminds me of her
Hope she's happy wherever she is