[Saba_Baran90]

I understand the meaning of kiddin' but i'm not the only one who's got to understand
I've got alot of people here who know me,and I dont want them to mess things up and think of me the way I'm not
I've got a tough condition around me
I assure u, it's not about me,it's about people around me at this forum and i dont want them to get the wrong idea
I'm living among them,I dont wanna feel like they're thinking incoorectly about me
maybe i'm just being overprotective,but this concerns are always with me
I'm already having trouble with everything

by the way I say "i shouldn't have talked" cuz i always come to that conclusion

hope u have believed me,but i dont expect understanding cuz it needs u feel the cindition around me too, which is full of concerns
bye