Hi dear diary
Love to be back to you again
I guess I ahve alot to say
See, cause not every body is into complexity of English, not alot of people will read this , so it's pretty much ours
I find that complexity a great key to express complex feelings of mine though
I know exactly what i want, I wish i could say it and i wish it was mine to choose to have it or not or when to have it
Tears are rolling down my heart
I fine warm tears of loneliness rolling down my cold cheek, much more delightful than being among people and pretend to feel warm while freezing inside
It's cloudy but apparently it won't rain, But i so despretly wish it would
Rain and England are the only two choices about which i never changed my mind
when i was a little girl and it rained, I used to put on something and just go under the rain, dance and sing, or just sit and watch and dream of
....
Nothing has changed about me
Even now when it rains i still feel the same, Our university has this really beautiful campus, full of trees and plants and flowers, so when it rains I just feel like running and jumping, but feelings like that, when expressed by me, make people think I'm either crazy,Or just want them to notice me While I JUST LOVE THE RAIN SO HONESTLY AND JUST LIKE A CHILD
people will carry umbrellas, but i just want every single drop to fall on me
I wish i could say what I want
Love u
For now