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I love this sentence of ya:

نوشته اصلی توسط Saba_Baran90

Tears are rolling down my heart
I fine warm tears of loneliness rolling down my cold cheek, much more delightful than being among people and pretend to feel warm while freezing inside

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?what would you seriously do if you felt like someone is mad at you
?I mean like even if you didn't know for sure
!That's kinda how i feel right now
?God!What is up with the universe?I mean i can't be that bad right
I'm probably making this whole thing up in my mind
God help us all out

what do you exactly mean by: somebody is mad at you? i don't know. . .

نوشته اصلی توسط Saba_Baran90

hey dear diary
I'm more mad at me than i have ever been
I just keep being cruel to people who are like the golden shining stars in this messy world around me
I'm afraid that i might fail them and therefore i dont feel like i deserve and thing
I don't know what's gotten into me, what's wrong with me
Here dear journal i stand before you promising that i will try to fix it
It's not wise to ignore what valueable things you own just cuz you want more
They only way to convince God to give you more is to show him that you deserve any thing more
So i will be good, not to get what i dont have, but to show him i love waht i already have

just wanted to say: i become happy and happier whenever i see your nice posts my dear friend, once you mentioned cuz rarely people read this topic because of being in english, so you may write about your complex feelings. agree with you. it can be a very secret place that no more than 7 ones ! read!!!

wish you the best saba

and all my friends here

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