yes i know what it is look like ! but see it in another sight
maybe your quest is not over
i mean maybe your big move is not born yet
just imagine that you want to throw a stone far away from your self you need more force for doing that .you can,t throw it away in the place you like for now. but some day you will have this force. and i will sure that if all the world is in fight with you and all the human are being your enemy you will do what you want to do and nobody have this ability to stop you on that time
soo be patient until that day come and then prepare for your big move
when all the dark,s around you arise. and when all the hopes disappear in the time that you are absolutely sure that you are a loser and you deserve to die suddenly the light come from your inside and that day is the greatest day in your life
maybe you are chosen to do some thing more important than the other things around you
maybe you will be a hero in the future