[Saba_Baran90]

!God! This place screams for dustpan
Where is every body? I thought I was the only one missing which is probably the way it should've been
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...Any way
:Here goes my reason
?Has any of u ever felt devoid of your very being
As in feeling like u died a long time ago and the deeper u search within you the less u find
Trying to figure out urself is like trying to find your way out of a huge awfully tangled spider web
It's like waking up in an unknown land every day in the morning and then spending the whole day finding your way out
it kinda makes me realize how much we don't know about ourselves, and the ironic part is that we dont even know that we dont know anything
What I went through this past year was very destructing in a lot of ways, But now I'm the one left with 1000000 pieces to put them together hoping that the might resurrect me, like building a city upon the pieces left from what it was before
the process is indeed consuming! I''m smelling so much dust in this broken city of mine that it's almost impossible to breathe fresh air
I dont even know where to find it
I do know one thing though: As hard as it is to feel alive again, and as consuming as this process is, It is for sure a one man job
All I need is God on my side

Love u
.....for now