[Saba_Baran90]

Hi Daee Mammd
That dream of yours actually seems quiet practical
It's quiet realistic
Good for you! and you know what : a. I did get what you meant where you said you'd have to lose something to make something else happen
and b. go get what you want
You're a guy, you military sevice or whatever, I get that, it takes time but in the end it's possible and you do have much more control over your life than a girl can have

My dreams on the other hand, are not that practical
I mean It says in my degree that I am an engineer and i love that, but when it becomes about dream the most practical (!) one i can think of is becoming a best seller author
I would love that
And not by writing a book in Farsi, cause a. people aren't really interested in reading here, and b. it takes imagination and a bit of deep truth and I'm scared of being figured out easily
So to be vague enough, I would have to go through complications much stronger than me
That's why I'm probably not good at dreaming
I want something that stays after I'm gone, I want to be remembered and i heard somewhere that if you wanna be remembered either write something that stays, or do something for people to write about it
So back to square one: I either shouldn't dream or dream and know they're not gonna happen

Hope it's not too weird or complicated